Monday, July 26th, 2010 at
5:06 am
Hi. I have a boyfriend who I have been going out with for 9 months. We’re both 30. Initionally we went on a first date and I hate it, though he was goegeous and sexy and arranged a great restaurant with all the treats he seemed non sense to me, superficial. Then he decided to do romantic things to get me, like come to pick me up in a suit with a bunch of pink roses and trow botles of champagne and not try kissing me. After 2 months I started to really like him and after our holiday to caribbean I was in love.
Trouble is, only in the last few weeks I am noticing strange things about him…
He is very sensitive, likes to talk softly and is very polite, his favorite drink is wine or martini, he dresses fashion clothes and likes well fitted jeans, likes Ruddian (ex factor guy that used to dress a shining suit) West Life, Mariah Carey, Kings of Leon and Beoncee….. he only loves poppy songs and dances sooooooo gay that I get embarrassed aroubnd him (twice a man came to chat him up in a night club while I was there) and he really fances himself, he is pretty good looking and has a great body, but he makes it sound he is the best!
I broke up with him 3 times and every time he would send me flowers and begg to come back, the last one he was even sick in bed for 4 days and we came back, he mentioned he almost came to my place with a ring to propose me…. then he started making future plans with me…. but i am scared….
I love him, he treats me like a goddess and being a brazilian woman he can give me in bed amazing sex wich held us together, in nine months we had sex every single time we saw each other…. but ….. only recently I am scared, he really keeps talking about his work collegues (man and woman) that fances him, that his boss is gay and keep inviting him for dinner…. I am sick of it… at the begging I though he was being unconfident because he keeps saying that I am beautiful and anywhere I go man would fancy me… he is gelous even of my tennis coach… but then I started thinking he was cocky… and now I am thinking he is gay. It’s amazing how he notices other attractive tall man in bars and how they notice him, I can’t carry on watching that and pretending I am not seeing it!
Last time we saw each other I drunk a bit and let my thoughts slip, I started making questions … and finally ask him to come out of the closet…. he was a bit upset but acted normally with me, in fact double his sex performance… but he didn’t want to speak with me since… it is the first time we don’t speak for 4 days in nine months………. any way……. if he is gay I need to know Now!!!
please let me know……. thanx
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